This song makes me have a big lump in my throat. this whole band actually. She used sing me all these songs. I love them to pieces, but it hurts to hear them. “Don’t think, that this will be easy, saying that you love me when lying tongues are clumsy. Don’t speak, one more word would kill me. “
I was looking at the one picture we took together. It made me get a huge lump in my throat. I was smiling. I was really, truly smiling, and it made my heart ache. I’ve never seen myself like that before. Ever. You made me so happy. So so so happy. Thinking about us doesn’t make me sad.. it makes me smile to remember it. But then it makes me sad that it’s over, that I probably...
Why does everything have to make me so sad. Why does sad even have to be an emotion. Why why why why.
i think everyone around me is worried I’m going to start cutting again. I’m worried about it too. I’m going to try my best not to start up again… But I can never be sure. It’s been almost five months since I last cut. The last time was a few hours before Annie asked me out, so our anniversary was always the anniversary of me not cutting. I’ve made too many...
I feel so alone all the time.
I hate feeling so alone. When I’m alone, I’m left to fend for myself against my thoughts. My thoughts consume me with their negativity and horribleness. I get so lonely and depressed just from being alone. It really sucks. I just need someone I can be with, all the time, who will want to be with me too.
There are a lot of people that I used to be really good friends with, but we stopped talking for some reason. I really miss a lot of those people. Maybe I should get back in touch with them.