I put myself in positions where I know I'll get...
I wish someone would come along, who I felt 100% comfortable with. Who I could talk to about anything, without them judging, or having a bad reaction. Someone who would know every little thing about me.
Wow okay. I just got terribly nostalgic and started missing you like crazy. Remember the times we would just lay together, legs tangled around the others, your arms across my stomach, your head on my chest. Those times were the happiest of my life. What happened to that? What made you stop caring about that? What made those perfect moments mean nothing? I just miss you. I miss us. I miss being...
Me: Maybe things will get better.
Self-Harm: lol I'll visit you tonight then
Depression: I'll make you sad.
Paranoia: I'll make you feel like none of your friends like you.
Anxiety: I'll give you a panic attack.
Trust: I'll disappear for a while.
Happiness: Come on bitch, I was just an illusion.
Mirror: You're still ugly.
Mind: Come on. It won't get better. You know better than that.
Me: You're right...
Sigh I just want to see you okay.
Asdfghjkl I want to talk to you so badly.. but I don’t want to bother you, and you’ve been pretty busy…
Cassie I love you I’m gonna go to bed now Asdfghjkl ill be okay I wont do anything dumb I promise. Text me tomorrow~ goodnight for real~
You were the best thing to ever happen to me. I thought we could last forever. But you didn’t even think we could last five months. You’ve turned to a memory. Every thing we did together is like a dream slowly fading away. One of the best dreams I’ve ever had. I just watched a video I took of you talking to a panda. I was so happy then. Now I cant stop crying at the thought of...
My mom took my phone away because I keep waking up at noon. Uhm excuse m last time I checked I was on spring break, and it’s not like I have anything to wake up for. You should be glad I wake up at all.
Shit shit shit. I did something bad. I’m going to regret this. Oh god. Fuck.
Help I have feelings for someone and I don’t want to. How do I stop this. asdfghjkl;.