Today was quite exciting for me. I did something I usually would have never done. I try and stay away from social situations, and attention. I hate attention being put on me, especially when it involves totally outing myself. But today, today was something special. I asked her to homecoming today. There was a pretty big group of people surrounding us, most of whom I didn’t know. But I did...
Its the early morning, I should be drifting off into a dream world. But no, my mind is teaming with thoughts of my dream girl. This girl is the image of beauty and perfection. She’s sweeter than any confection. She’s my future, my dream. Together we’ll get through this intimidating life, as a team. You and I. We can get through anything. Easy as pie, with you by my side.
Its going to take all my strength not to kiss you the next time I see you. I want to pick you up and spin you around and just kiss you all over. Ugh. I hate being away from you. I hate it so much. I feel empty and just eorkwbzbdn when I’m not with you. I need you by my side.
I miss you. I wish you’d just show up at my door. Then crawl into my bed with me, and I would wake up just enough to see you, wrap my arms around you and fall back asleep holding you tight. I hate being alone, and not talking to you. I miss you way too much to stand it. I get to see you in two days. I hope you won’t mind if I don’t let go of you until the bell rings. I want to hold you all day....
Wow. You’re all I’ve ever dreamed of. You make me feel complete. You’re the moon, when everyone else is a tiny star. You light up the darkness more than anything else. You’re a spark in a field of brush. You light everything ablaze, with a beautiful flame, come to clear away all the negativity and coldness of the past.
Oh dear. I love you way too much. I love you more than I love so many things. I love you more than warm tea on a cold day. I love you more than my bed on a Saturday morning. I even love you more than pugs and puppies. My heart beats for you. You’re all that’s ever on my mind. You’re all I ever want. Every second, I think to myself “damn, I wish she were here”. I’ve fallen head over heals for...
I feel like I’m starting to get depressed again. Ugh this is just great. My thoughts keep drifting to negative things. I’m starting to hate everything. Ugh. Make it stop. I just want to sleep forever. Someone come make it go away.
I love you so much more than I ever intended. I used to say ‘no I don’t want to date her’. But now, I would be completely okay with spending the rest of forever with you. You’ve become so important to me, in just eleven weeks. You’re constantly on my mind, in my dreams, in my every thought. Just twelve weeks ago, I couldn’t even call myself your acquaintance. Now look at us. I never intended for...
My parents are getting divorced. My father just left. He’s moving to San Diego. Ill probly see him like three or four times a year. I can’t stop sobbing. also I’m potentially losing my girlfriend. The one who I need to help me through this. The one who I need to hold me while I’m crying. I honestly can’t handle this. I don’t know what to do. My dad is the one who usually holds me and tells me...
I guess I’ll copy all my poetic writing things here then. Okay. I need something sweet here to counteract all the dreadful sadness. I want to be able to kiss you goodnight, every night. I want to be able to see the different phases of the moon with you. I want you to be the one who keeps my body warm in the winter, and my heart on fire the rest of the time.
That’s okay. Sobbing is fine too.
I am completely in love with you. I’m head over heals for you. I want you to be mine. Always. I just want to be able to hold you everyday. And kiss you all over. Can you just marry me already?